I have to remind myself that the war is over and lost everything that i am fuckin crazy for thinking there was ever anything left right it all down so I don't forget that you were once someone worth fighting for a lost cause you made me love you loved me more than my deepest hurt is you now got your life I got a lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash in the pan out and see the big picture was framed all wrong cause i just played my role now I'm a star burning the ashes and dust out of control in a show you fell asleep on the couch to.

Today is one of those days.